Dreaming of Diamonds

V.1 

Layin in my bed, don’t wanna go out

But I can’t miss out on a good time

I’d rather just breathe a bit tonight

But being left in my own company don’t allow for me to think right

Too scared to let anyone hear me

Too scared of never owning anything

Oh I,

Don’t know what the fuck I want but I want everything

Refrain

Got boys and girls hitting me up on my phone but every time they call all I can do is say no and go

Why do I set myself up for the fall every time

Chorus

don’t wanna think about it

don’t wanna talk about it

So im just dreaming bout diamonds

Dreaming bout diamonds (x2)

V.2

Tell myself to keep that same energy 'n be consistent girl

but I just dip out every time

Oh when they tell me bout their designer things their names in lights their stacks in height god damn i want it

and you’ll see me working for it

And when they tell me bout the ones that they love the moments they share who’s with them at the end of the night

I would rather die

Refrain

Got boys and girls hitting me up on my phone but every time they call all I can do is say no and go

Why do I set myself up for the fall every time

Chorus 

don’t wanna think about it

don’t wanna talk about it

So im just dreaming bout diamonds

Dreaming bout diamonds (x2)

Bridge

crying in the bathroom

let them all think that it’s fine

don’t really wanna go home alone

don’t really wanna talk about it

too busy dreaming bout diamonds

Chorus

don’t wanna think about it

don’t wanna talk about it

So im jus dreaming of diamonds

Dreaming bout diamonds (x2)

Outro

Spend my time signing bout “I like your money baby.....so spend it on me....jus don’t say u love me...don’t say ur falling, falling”

n then have the audacity to wonder why I’m alone